signal lost

I don't understand anything anymore . Drop them grenades.  Wrote some thesis .

Between villans

Progress

Wow , someone actually read my blog . Last time i was here it was a dark time for me. That was the start of 2013 . Currently I'm approaching the end of 2014. Sooo you do the math whoever you are .
To summarize, I'm still alive . Not sure about the living part .

So far, I've realised how appreciating can go a long way . I especially appreciate people who entered my life wi the sole purpose of just being there . Thank you

As the topic of a special someone is concerned. Let's just say she means a lot to me . Something about her just triggers that part of me that's weird, awkward and would do anything for her . Burns me . A flame . The correct way to describe it .

Salutes , respect , love , fear and pride . The way to strive .

Why MEEEE !?!?!

  Well this is frustrating -.-
First , My plans for supposed-to-be the best Friday was ruined ... Then , waited for like three hours with no response , no result , no NOTHING . And after I thought it couldn't get any worse , The Secret about us was out to the ones I specifically was keeping it from at the highest priority .... I didn't even had the chance to tell her about my plans to make it up to her for the loss , to say that I'm sorry and to celebrate the 5th Month together ..... This is veeeeeery Frustrating . For a moment when this week started off great , I really was hoping for it to get better . But as usual, I was wrong at the highest order ==  I hope it will get better .... I don't know what to write anymore so I'll just leave it here .
This is Amir , Signing out ....with hope

Ignore this . Please -_-

AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHH !!!! HAAAAAAAAAAA!!
*This is me screaming through my laptop when I was just mentioning about me losing it earlier -_- * eee budu nyaa ni  ==" geram ,marah , frustrated and some things that i can't mention here .... *and I forgot to mention that this is just a thrill . hahaha ! * but bye now I gotta fly ==

What Can I dooo ?!?! ._.

After a long time not writing , I am back :)
It's exam week but when you say 'exam' I hear 'holiday' ! hahaha . But this week started good but now ... It's just getting up my nerves ==" and now , the line of me still staying calm and me throwing a tantrum and getting angry is pretty thin because of a certain someone ._. it's really frustrating indeed because I care for that someone .and I just feel like screaming my heart out :(

StressFULL week ...

   Not the best way to name a post title  but it has been a veeery stressful week for me -_- ....First , my school and home work has been tripled . Then , I still have to take care of my Muay Thai business and I am trying my best to not have a Mental Meltdown ..... in public since I already do have Mental Breaks .
Haisshh , I really need to Shout as loud as I can right now ....

WORK WORK WORK !!!

  New year ... Only means one thing , School --" Frustrating indeed ... My work has doubled and my schedule has been more packed than a can of sardines in a box shipping to China with a Hobo in the box . But what can I do ? I need my education for my own good.  
   On the Bright side , I have Super-Amazing-Incredible News !! But , kept secret . Just forget I said that...
 I will do my best to seize this year... So 2013, COME AT E BRO !!